Hi Guys...!

Hi guys, owe you all an apology for abandoning my blog for quite some while, 4 months, to be exact. And within this period, not once have I opened the blog just to see what you guys are putting up coz there will surely be many complaints, which, from the look of the chatterbox, there is. Hey, Crazy Ivan, don't complain so much la. I was watching Heroes all the while.

Things were coming in thick and fast, and still do. I'm always busy managing my other blog, http://aiesechelp.blogspot.com, updating it every 2-3 times a week. I haven't have a weekend break for...the last 4-5 weeks? My mom says that I no longer spend much time for myself and the family anymore and I guess what she said is true. Now I'm supposed to be on holiday but I started work the week after my exams. A shot on the foot, huh?

It is perhaps the most turbulent quarter of my life. The learning curve for me is really steep until I've lost the charming smile on my face （can you imagine that???). I had my grandma passing away days before Chinese New Year and yes, I still miss her, her smile, her laughter, her warm wrinkled hands, her food, or simply the lively, serene sense of comfort that she used to radiate. I never fail to cry when i'm really thinking of her. And not to forget, nearly beaten up one of my 'relatives' for praying and ransacking her 'things' for 4D numbers. I still can't figure out how people can take 'opportunities' from a dead person. Especially when the person is close to you. I wonder what goes through his sicken mind when he was praying for/acting in front of my grandma. Anyhow, 2-3 numbers from the things we burn got 1st prize in 4D.

Besides grieving and learning a thing or two in finance, for the past months I was in hyper mode for my organisation, to forget my grandma or not to disappoint my grandma, I couldn't tell. All I know was that i'm always busy running meetings and meeting dead lines, so called because i'll be dead by the time the date line comes and I've got nothing to show. I have to take care of an induction camp for my society and getting the thing past me now is bout one of the best thing that has ever happened in my life.It was like finally getting married to a girl 18 while you are pushing on 90 that kinda sort of feeling.

Then, after that, I've found that I've neglected my studies. Felt so sorry for my mom and dad, and spend 2 weeks just playing catch up.

Then there is one other camp which I've joined, called EYLN in Bangi. And there are 2 more to come in the coming months of June-July.


Now i've gotten myself a job, working from 8.00 to 5.30 in Subang, I've got even less time to spare.

Looking back, hmm....what are the things that i've achieved for the past few months? Apart from screwing up my exams...nothing much.